All I Can Do Is Try And Breathe

Sometimes I miss the unbridled passion that goes along with new relationships. I miss the joy and excitement that come along as you uncover your partners’ mysteries. I miss the thrill of something new. I’m not meant for those type of relationships though, I’d get attached and seek something with meaning. I love my relationship. However, with long relationships come “comfortable sex” as I refer to it. However, if you don’t have that comfort, you’ll miss it. I miss falling in love with her scent for the first time, I miss the first deviant compliment that grabs her attention, I miss the the sex moments which are so intense you just want to rip each others head off, I miss that stage where you’re not comfortable enough to talk about everything, I miss the phase when you go out of your way to please them; I miss the passion. I want to take her. I want her to be all mine. I want to have the sort of exciting sex that seems to only be present during affair sex.

Oh yeah, we meet again
It’s like we never left
Time in between was just a dream
Did we leave this place?
This crazy fog surrounds me
You wrap your legs around me
All I can do to try and breathe
Let me breathe so that I
So we can go together

That’s what I need. I just don’t know how to fix the problem. I want unfaithful sex, faithfully.

I got the idea for this entry from Britni’s website. Go check it out.

Adieu. Navid.