Today, I made an enemy

That’s right folks. I think this is the first time in my life that I have made a true enemy. I mean, sure there’s plenty of people out there that I don’t like, but nobody really, passionately, from the bottom of their heart hated me; until today.

I’m very excited because I always felt like I wasn’t worth hating, but those days are over. Now, you’re all going to say that I’m lying and that there are plenty of people (probably girls) who hate me. And though, the girls may not have LIKED me breaking their heart or whatever, they never really truthfully hated me. I’ve never had someone that knew me well absolutely hate me.

So one of my female friends, that I used to talk to on a fairly consistent basis, told me today that “[i am] the most horrible person she’s ever met”. And god dammit, I was proud. I for once didn’t cave in my integrity to be well liked. I’ve always been bothered if someone didn’t like me and for the first time in my life I felt I had enough self-respect not to give someone else the PLEASURE of being my friend. I know my worth now, I don’t need to have many friends. It’s quality not quantity. And though that seems self-evident, it took me quite some time.

I am generally having a stronger dislike for humanity as time goes by. I really don’t like people. I used to be much more optimistic about human kind and their behavior, but I am slowly losing hope if I have not already lost it.

Anyway, I don’t even want her to know that I took the liberty of talking about her on my website, but I just wanted to say that today I made an enemy and I am damn proud.

Adieu. Navid.